Is this my law of attraction or hers?

Ok, where do I start? 

SHE MIGHT BE LEAVING??

I will try and start at the beginning…….

I’ve recently started at a new job, I’ve only been there, 4 months, the job is great - I LOVE IT, the people, not so much.

Thats actually a bit harsh as H is actually starting to grow on me, the best of a bad bunch really) R is a suck up and really two-faced, but L has been a real nightmare.  L was causing me some real problems, moody, irrational, snappy, and the office manager to boot. I was having a really hard time of it, to the point I actually considered leaving.  I had loaned my Secret DVD to a friend and hadn’t  been able to have my morning watching boost I seen it for a week, when everything started to fall appart.

I followed whatn i remembered that the secret had said, I asked.. “Please can my colleges at work not treat me as the outcast, please can L leave, get another job and leave me alone”.  This was only last week. 

Ok so I did have a meeting with my Boss, and I did get some things off my chest, I was starting to get out of breath with panic as I sat at my desk, I couldnt sleep properly, each time i took a call i knew i would have to explain my conversation to L, my confidence was in ruins and i had all but come to the end of my tether I had to say something!  I did.

I asked the universe to help me.  Please get L a new job, please give me some slack, please help me be strong, please help me be the best at my job.  Whenever L got me down, i would sing I am a survivour by Beyoncé in my head and hold my gratitude rock in my pocket and would think of something I am lucky to have and that I am grateful for.

It’s been 3 days and she has been great, no hassle, no fuss. My confidence is growing and I have been getting better figures. Today she asked me for a ride, she had to go somewhere on my way home.. She told me her boyfriend has a job offer at the other end of the country and that she is considering moving and finding a new job.  She also said if she did move it would be closer to her parents, which she has wanted to do for years, it would mean she could work in the city of choice which she has wanted to do forever.  She told me a few weeks ago that she was bored of her mapped out life, as she asked me if she should leave her boyfriend and do something crazy with her life.

It makes me wonder, was it my secret law of attraction spell or hers?  Or did they weave together to make something right to suit us both.

My advice to her was, look at all your options, if you want change, ask for change the answer to make itself known.  If it’s a new job or a new house you want put it out there, seek it and if it’s the right choice an answer will make itself known, live for how you feel now. if it feels right.. it is right.

Lets hope that she and I make the right choices xxx

Protecting yourself against outside influences.

I came to realise that the people you surround yourself with, also have the power to affect your “power of attraction”
Especially if you hold the person in high regard.
Take my mother for instance, love her, she has been my rock and inspiration for many years, but as the years draw out she has become very cynical and funny with it, she will always talk up “the catch” or “the trouble with that” I don’t know where it came from. I don’t remember her being like this when I was a child.

Anyway, I says “Mum I want to get a new car, I want something sexy! A sporty number!”
She said “Whats the point it will only get trashed, some one will scratch it or break into it”
I said “Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum! Stop it, don’t say that”
As I had been trying to brainwash myself with positivity, and this was the last thing I wanted to hear.
As she said it though, I did picture my car broken and battered.
I then gave myself a hard time, for imagining it.
Bad move!
2 days later my little box car, I was wanting to trade in, had only one wing mirror, the passenger mirror had been completely kicked off!
KICKED OFF! On the main road! Damn drunks!! It just goes to show, surround yourself with positive people always.

I don’t mean, trade your mother in, I wouldn’t be without mine. I tell her to write a blog and get it all off her chest, so she doesn’t have to infect her children, with her negative nags.
Perhaps she will pay attention to that some day?

You can choose your friends, but you cant choose your family.
Friends are the family you choose for yourself.

I recently came to the decision I had to say goodbye to a friend. Sorry Michelle, I had no choice.
For years she had beaten herself up with the idea, she wasn’t loved as much as her sisters, that her boyfriends always cheated and nothing / no one could make her happy. She continuously looked for outer influences to make her happy. Men, drugs, whatever it would be. It worked for a while, but as soon as the attention from a new boyfriend would slip slightly, or the come down would hit. The end of her world was NIGH! It would result in tears and tantrums and she would fight to try and get the same amount of excitement, lust, love, fun or attention back. Whether it be from her friends or loved ones. The centre of every ones universe she thought she should be, anything else just wasn’t good enough.
The days – weeks – months that would follow were filled with tears, then the all day PJ days would arrive, the calling into work sick, then a string of incidents that would back up her bad luck.
A car crash, a house raid, a relationship break down, family rift. One thing after another, and all of them would be collected like stamps in a book and shown to who ever showed her more than a few passing moments of attention.
I became the cushion, the rock in fact, I could probably bet big money that I wasn’t the only one.
I would talk her through her mending, pick up some pieces and help her on her happier way, until I thought she was mended. It would be then, I would skip back to my life, content in my honor as a friend. Till crash, Wallop, Bang it – falls apart again. Eventually this brings you down.

Here is the line…
“Why does this stuff always happen to me?”
Your response “Its not only you, I get bad luck too”
“Oh yeah, Go on then??
Bang, soon you are contemplating all the irrationalities of your own life. NO, NO not good for the soul.
Hello – Power of attraction, and the cycle begins.
Suddenly you have far more in common with your fallen friend, than previously you did before.

Now, I am not saying you should abandon a friend in need. You just cannot mend someone who subconsciously wants to remain broken.

You can lead a horse to water, you cannot make it drink.

You experience everything that happens in your life for a reason, to learn something from it and to move onto the next level, if you don’t learn, it will probably keep occurring until you do. You cannot wear your failure as an attention badge. To give you purpose and attention, wear your achievements and strive for collecting those metaphoric badges instead.

Life is about experiencing the good, surviving the bad and riding the wave of happiness for as long as you can.

I will give her “The Secret” for Christmas this year. I cant see her, but I can send good thoughts her way, and hopefully, one day she will find peace in herself, and then we can, perhaps laugh together again.

Remember you can buy a friend “The secret” for Christmas, but you cant make them watch it!

The Secret – The law of attaction – How it is working for me!

The secret Journey is my account of the magic of now – the law of attaction.
It is a work in progress, written as much for you as it is for me.

I would like to share this, as much as chart my progression, the creation of my dreams and wishes, and as I have already had some wonderful experiences since learning of this magical power, I need to share it before I burst!

Today I will make this my homepage for reflecting on my journey as it happens and reliving some of the wonderful things, that secretly I have manifested.

I don’t want to sound, preachy or weird, like another one of those funny people, who stand in Leicester Square screaming through a megaphone about the end of the world being nigh!
Although I do feel, like I have learnt a secret that has made me become somewhat wiser than before. Perhaps that’s just growing up?! Sorry, I am procrastinating

What it is that I am trying to say is, I am not weird at all, I am just like you. Actually, I am a total contradiction of the last delivered statement as “I am Unique” the same as you are!

I (like you, I am sure) am trying to grow as a person, be the best I can be, treat my friends and family well, and ultimately be happy!

This hasn’t always been the case..

Some time ago, when my life was on another path. I received a DVD of a book. Rachel a dear friend had purchased it for me as a gift. She knew I needed help in someway or another. To her I will always be thankful. At the time the place I found myself in mentally, was rocky and hard, difficult and confusing. The drugs certainly didn’t help. I was on a one way trip to mental institution, I was fueling my body with alcohol and drugs to see me through a very tough and completely ill fated, physically and mentally demanding job. I will reveal in another addition about the nature of that beast.

Anyway that’s when I found a Health, Smile, Peace centre in Hammersmith – http://www.brholistic.co.uk/html/hammersmith_centre.html – which fixed me up a treat, just in time! I had walked past this building many times, the off licence was next door after all, I hadn’t ever paid any attention to this building, or considered the goings on inside.

I had watched the The Secret – Rhona Bryne DVD with a dreadful hangover, smoking a spliff whilst painting my toe nails. I wasn’t really paying too much attention to the story, it was certainly more like company comfort noise.
I did feel a little different afterwards, as some of the stories had drawn me in, for a few moments. I would contemplate the ideas, before returning to the spliff, and correcting any mistakes I had made with the scarlet paint.
The following day I was on my way back from Shepards Bush Market, with two friends in tow, when I said, “Hold up, wait I need to go in here”. My friends asked why. I did not know.

The HSP Centre saved me for a little while it gave me a sanctuary of calm, a place to reflect and wash myself of the madness of my life. I found peace there, I practiced meditation, although I didn’t find this easy. There was certainly lots going on upstairs, mentally to try and keep that lot in check took some practice. I enjoyed Yoga, Energy Building, Vibration dance and Thai Chi, I took myself there everyday, to this HSP Centre I will always be grateful.

Thinking back I know it was the essence of what i found in The Secret by Rhona Bryne that gave me that nudge that day, the nudge through the door at the HSP Centre. Well, not litrally, but it certainly had awakened something inside of me, I remember a section of the film saying “Ask – Believe – Receive!” I asked for Strength, Love and to make a grand that night!! It didnt happen staight away, but as soon as I found the strength the rest followed.

This is my first post – I will be back with more tomorrow. Bye for now xx

The Secret Journey.. The Law of attraction. My secret Journey.. A introduction

A quick introduction.. I read a book years ago that changed my outlook on life, ‘The Celestine Prophecy‘ by James Redfield.  It was about a journey the outline was about a change, a shift in the human conscience.  I really championed at it at the time of reading.  A few years later I came across The Secret by Rhonda Bryne, I feel this book has given me the tools to shift my conscience in the direction required, to fulfil a happier life for myself and my family.  In this blog i will chart my successes as they happen. Day by day, I hope you will enjoy my journey.  My Secret Journey.  Thank you for reading.